It sounds weird, but I'm "over" John. I've been over my crush for many months, now I'm over his disrespect and selfishness.
Working on writing a few pieces with Adrian. Finding a name for the show, one that shows our skewed vision, so far I'm slowly broaching ideas. Started working on theme music and background pieces all on my own. Feels weird to try and lead for once.
Trying to cope with massive unhappiness makes everything that much more difficult, but writing even these little sketches has really brought a lot of laughter to an otherwise very sad and scary life situation. Don't want to say any more about those things yet.